I'm Writing..Again

Should I?..Or should not. I used to be a good writer. Sadly, I just wasted the ability.

I am 28 years old. Married. A mother to a son. Being in unfair life. I wonder, maybe all of these are the punishments for all my sins. Maybe it is just a test from Almighty.

Deep.

Maybe through writing I can express my emotions. At least.

Life seems empty. Filled with loneliness. Am I expecting too much from this so called unfair life?

Being an Extrovert.I was full of energy and enthusiasm. I love engaging myself with crowd and often seeks new experience, environment and also excitements in life. Enjoyed meeting new people and making friends. Expressing thoughts and feelings?..Yeah..I am good about it.

Another trait as extrovert, is attention seeker. Yes. I do. I craved for attention.That is the bad side of me.And since been engaging in emotions too much, I attached easily to people I met. Easily!

I am hating myself...

*tears*